Post by pine on Nov 15, 2008 14:48:56 GMT -5
( RYAN
[/color] GRAYSON[/font][/size][/color] CARTER)[/center]RYAN HONESTLY HAD NO IDEA where she was going, it was one of those random wonderings that she had taken on in the last couple weeks. She ended up on her way to the park, McArthur’s Park to be exact for no reason at all. She didn’t want tot get away, and she definitely didn’t want to be noticed at all. It wasn’t like anyone would really even notice who she was, or would they? She wasn’t the most popular person in the world, and her name did sound like a boys. Ryan Grayson Carter. Who would name a female child that? Maybe her mother was hoping that her daughter would be more of a tomboy, or was just hoping for a boy instead of a girl. Either way she was hoping that people could tell that she was girl; after all she had a feminine look about her. She had girl parts long hair and a smaller frame? There was nothing to tell anyone different then from what they first saw.
THE WIND SWEPT RUST COLORED leafs beneath her feet. She wasn’t to glad it was fall, but the scenery was stunning during that time in the year. All the trees either began to loose their leaves or changed colors first of all. She hated the cold, absolutely hated it, her skin was already pale enough but now with the dropping temperatures she would be ever colder. Even thought she could still feel the summer air, there was still a drop in the temperature each day. She was worried about catching a cold and everything that could harm her career, but she wasn’t very big anyway so why would it matter?
THE GIRL MEANDERED HER WAY through a crowd of people who seemed to be watching some man try and make a living off of the credit he got from them, or was trying to be discovered. Either was she completely ignored him and acted as if she had somewhere to go and someone to see. Both were false, she was completely and utterly lonely right from that moment on and it managed to stay that way throughout her walk at the park. She had her head down the whole time and not once did she lift it up to ever see where she was going. She was expecting everyone to move and avoid her, other then the vice versa type of movement. She continued to walk on until she reached at empty bench. She gathered her thoughts and quickly sat down looking around wondering if anyone else was around. She continued to look until she found out that that was a no, and that there was nobody but older people with children passing her. She sighed and fiddled with her fingers once again. Life wasn’t the way she wanted it to be.
WORDS ' 475 w/o code D:
OUTFIT ' skinny jeans, pink sweater, hightops
MUSE ' do I even have any?
TAG ' open <3
NOTES ' im sorry this sucks
